Stille Nacht
Concerning the Moon's Odd Designs by David McGrath
The moon
is been with me a source of interest and pleasures since the science of
space was presented to me at the age of ten, or some space around
there.
It was, I believe, the myrocrisiam area that, in photos from books and
also in my own power reflector first fixed my fascination with the
moon's
surface features. The areas of dark plains, however, were merely
beautiful
and sublimly abstract. It was in last year's fall - the fall of 1977
that
, after a long lapse, the moon's silver splendor was all defined and
revealed
itself in an unexpected and unsettling manner. The three-powered
binocular
at my disposal allowed me only the broad and general outlines of the
orb.
Nevertheless, I fixed with rabid enthusiasm and humorless detachment
upon
those details. Nothing in books, or very scant information in books,
prepared
me for the obscene drama that was now obviously present. For the mirror
formed picture of vestral fixation and perversion which is, all too sad
to say, directly related to my life and its unhappy history - the dirty
transvestite looking at the stem stalking tube, up at the rabbit come
little
boy, the trinity of characters I says that this power very convenient
to
behold, very amusing, pleased and and made curious too by this travesty
or luna freeze, more so startled because this moon scene of carnality
is
very recognizable as my own, albeit altered family history. Incredibly
the plateau area bore my features, and also did this region bear the
features
of my mother and a montage of peenism and fixations. It seems as
if
the embrium, an ocean of storms are a match on the right side of my
face.
Only the palm of a waning moon is my family's musical hat fully
displayed.
The wanimg moon displayed her gifts of prophecy to me one evening in
that
the dog I was currently being chums with was there looking up into
his/her
masters face, admiring the 88 player. His masters, or actually hers -
this
dog is what is termed
'the
lady of the moon', and also the split or vague and ambiguous nature of
the moon was provided by a further representation of Keta, ny canine
chum
in the sea of fecundity, having heated argument with my step-father,
whose
face were on the other end of the fecundity. This face bears the nature
monkhead and dunkof and is also a double for a figurehead below it
sipping
from obviously a cup of coffee. This was all surprising, and yet vague
at times because of different phasing and my conjunction with the
moon's
theatrics. But the further truth was revealed to me in a tablebook of
lunar
typography, whereby the moon were inverted or astronomically depicted
customarily,
as is usual in science. I saw then what was somewhat obviously my
gran-mother
at her sewing machine in a full moon spread out - so very much like the
scene I saw when I was eleven and living with her in Minnesota.