Alligator Pears
She paused
in damp
silence
Dance to your Daddy
illumination
of a street lamp gazed upon her
face
my little baby
and pushed
her
forward
Dance to your Daddy
She contemplated
nothing,
my little lamb
felt the
anguish, alienation of
acknowledgement
you shall have a fishy
"Alligator
pears," her mother had said
somewhere,
in a little white dishy
eating
the soft meat of an
avocado
you shy when the boat comes in
Now it
echoed like church bells in her
ears,
Father's at the sea, oh baby mine
chanting
the obscenities of a dying old
man
Father's at the sea, oh baby mine
the taste
of cancer in her
mouth
When the wind is in the east
and then
the... and then the quiet cold of
being
tis neither food for man nor beast
sliding
down narrow streets at
night,
When the wind is in the north,
trying
to
find...
the skillful fisher goes not forth
Bleak light
the color of rancid
cream
When the wind is in the south
flickered
on her
skin
it blows the bait in the fish's mouth
and the
cracks and slivers in a
thousand-million
When the wind is in the west,
bricks
of building became the bloody blood of
war
then tis at it's very best, hush baby
corroding
limbs, deterioting flesh
splashing
images on corporate
abattoirs
There is herring in the bay
You'll be the fisherman someday
Tears found
her
Loneliness
and disgust sank into her
stomach
Dance to your Daddy
but then
it's only nothing, it's... it's only
nothing
my little baby
Meandering
hollow sidewalks in the
darkness
Dance to your Daddy
swallowing
pictures and
sounds
my little lamb
as sharp
as... as painful as... as memories of...
of...
you shall have a fishy
Alligator
pears, which like
her,
in a little white dishy
are nothing
either
you shall have a fishy when the boat comes in
my little baby, my little lamb
Daddy, daddy where have gone?