Heavens and Hells 1981-85

Happiest Place on Earth HA19.1& HA19.2 double cassette including 12 page booklet 1990
Unauthorised Lautreamont Records Laut 1 double cassette including 12 page booklet 199?


  • Tape 1
  • Desperate Hell
  • Deathwish
  • Skeleton Kiss
  • Burnt Offerings (Original Version)
  • Resurrection - Sixth Communion
  • Dream for Mother
  • Dogs
  • Romeo's Distress
  • Six, Six, Sixth Communion
  • Invocation
  • Mysterium Iniquitatis
  • Invocation II
  • Stairs - Uncertain Journey
  • Trials and Tribulations
  • Cavity - First Communion
  • Figurative Theatre
  • Sleepwalk (Original Version)
  • Haloes
  •  

    Tape 2
    Working on Beyond
    Into the Light
    Face (Original Version)
    Stairs (Alternate Version)
    "Ashes"
    Cervix Couch
    The Blue Hour
    The Luxury of Tears
    Evening Falls
    "Ashes II"/When I was Bed
    Spectre (Love is Dead)



     
     


    All tracks selected by Rozz Williams

    Desperate Hell, Deathwish, Skeleton Kiss, Burnt Offerings (Original Version) and Resurrection - Sixth Communion were recorded
    at Los Angeles Whisky A-Go-Go on 31 October 1981
    Invocation was recorded at Los Angeles Whisky-a-Go-Go in 1982
    Sleepwalk (Original Version), Trials and Tribulations, Cavity - First Communion and Figurative Theatre were recorded
    at Los Angeles Al's Bar on 21 May 1982
    Working on Beyond and Into the Light were recorded at Los Angeles Al's Bar on 24 July 1982
    Face (Original Version) and Stairs (Alternative Version) were recorded at Los Angeles Anti-Club on 13 November 1982
    "Ashes", Cervix Couch, The Blue Hour, The Luxury of Tears, Evening Falls, "Ashes II" and When I Was Bed were recorded
    at Los Angeles Roxy Theatre on 6 April 1985
    Dream for Mother, Dogs, Romeo's Distress, Six, Six, Sixth Communion, Invocation II and Stairs - Uncertain Journey were recorded
    at unknown locations
    Haloes and Spectre (Love is Dead) are studio recordings from 1985

    All photos: Ed Colver



     
     

    "MYSTIC"

    On the slope of the knoll angels whirl their woolen robes in pastures of emerald and steel.

    Meadows of flame leap up to the summit of the little hill. At the left, the mold of the ridge is trampled by all the homicides and all the battles, and all the disastrous noises describe their curve. Behind the right-hand ridge, the line of orients and of progress.

    And while the band above the picture is composed of the revolving and rushing hum of seashells and of human nights.

    The flowering sweetness of the stars and of the night and all the rest descends, opposite the knoll, like a basket, - against our face, and makes the abyss perfumed and blue be low.

    Arthur Rimbaud
     
     
     

    "UNTITLED"

    Twisted minds of the
    re-merging elder shriek

    Giving birth to the boneless
    fish children

    Not fit for human consumption
    Not fit to breathe

    No guards to restrain us
    No door to block us
    no reins to hold us back

    The bent spines rob you
    of a clear vision

    Forcing your mind's eye
    to a groin level view

    Submerging your carcass in a
    cyanide laced mote

    No gods to blind us
    No hoofs that trampled
    No idols for sale

    No guards to restrain us
    No door to block us
    no reins to hold us back

      Edward Stapleton
     
     
     

    "POST-SCRIPTUM"

                                                     There where there is metaphysics,
                                                     mysticism,
                                                     irreducible dialectics,
                                                     I hear the hugh
                                                     colon of my
                                                     hunger writhe
                                                     and under the impulses of its sombre life
                                                     I dictate to my hands

        their danc
          to my feet
               or to my arms.

                                                    The theatre and the dance of song
                                                     are the theatre of the furious rebellions
                                                     of the misery of the human body
                                                     before the problems that it does not fathom
                                                     or by whose passive,
                                                                   specious,
                                                                   quibbling,
                                                                   inscrutable,
                                                                   inevident nature
                                                                   it is exhausted.

                                                    So it dances
                                                     in blocks of
                                                    KHA, KHA

                                                     infinitely more arid
                                                     but organic;

                                                     it brings to heel
                                                     the black rampart
                                                     of the internal liquid's displacements;

                                                    the world of invertebrate grubs
                                                    from which the endless night
                                                    of useless insects breaks away:
                                                                lice,
                                                                fleas,
                                                                bedbugs,
                                                                mosquitos,
                                                                spiders,
                                                   occurs only
                                                   because the everyday body
                                                   has lost under hunger
                                                   its primal cohesion
                                                   and it loses in gusts,
                                                                in mountains,
                                                                in gangs,
                                                                in endless theories
                                                  the black and bitter fumes
                                                  of its energy's
                                                  rage

    Antonin Artaud
     
     
     

    "SIDE SHOW" (Portion)

       Very sturdy rogues. Several have exploited your worlds. With no deeds, and in no hurry to make use of their brilliant faculties and their knowledge of your consciences. What ripe men! Eyes vacant like the summer night, red and black, tricolored, steel studded wih gold stars; faces distorted, leaden, blanched, ablaze; burlesque hoarsenesses! The cruel strut of flashy finery! Some are young, - how would they look on Cherubin? - endowed with terrifying voices and some dangerous resources. They are sent snaring in the town, tricked out with nauseating luxury.
      O the most violent Paradise of the furious grimace!

    Arthur Rimbaud
     
     
     
     

    "GODEVIL"

    I was awakened one night
    with a snack thrown over my body
    arguments about where to
    bury the dead

    I felt alone and abandoned,
    cast into tumbling waves
    by remembering everything
    I am out of the light half
    naked
    Children stare open-mouthed
    from the furnaces,
    hunched inside the chaos of
    my love
    and I don't even know who I am

    My shoulders in white softness
    the wings of a bird crushed
    under stone
    hidden tears impatient
    like slaves
    insults wiped away with
    bruised, cut palms
    a man sold out to the evil ones

    I try to imagine
    the manner in which they
    operate
    god/devil
    watching for me to emerge

    Instead I will stagnate,
    sink down into myself
    make them suffer mournful
    shadows

    And still there is no room
    for me

    Rozz Williams
     
     
     

    "UNDER AUTUMN STARS"

    now we are passing over
    a manifestation that might alter
    our mournful character
    moving amidst the still bodies
    of the dead
    like a flock of doves
    green eyes came and held my
    hand,
    found it full of worms
    wrapped in a blanket that was
    stiff with dry blood
    he was out of danger
    sometimes unforeseen accidents
    would happen under the autumn
    stars
    a fascination of war blotting
    out the last gleam of light

    he will survive everything
    yet still feel the terror
    that has tormented him all his
    life

    Rozz Williams
     
     
     

    "POSSESSED"

    The sun is veiled in darkness. Like the sun,
    O Moon of my existence! hide in shade;
    Smoke, slumber as you will; be silent, sad,
    And plunge into the gulf of tedium;

    But if you wish today, beloved one,
    A star eclipsed in sudden light arrayed,
    To flaunt in places crowded by the Mad,
    So be it! Leave your sheath, dear falchion!

    Light up your eyes from flaming chandeliers!
    Light up desire among the cavaliers!
    To me you are all pleasure - fierce, serene;

    Be what you will, red dawn, night ebony,
    There's not a fibre in my body keen
    That does not cry: Satan, I worship thee!

    Charles Baudelaire